I lost my grandmother this morning … the woman I grew up calling mom before I called my real mother ma ,
The lady who introduced me to church and choir is gone , the lady who was there for me growin up … is gone .
I hadnt seen my grandma in years because she moved far when she got sick . I hadnt seen my grandma in a year and
now I never will . My grandma was my life growin up , lol chillin wi…th gramms watchin tv late , watchin soap operas she
had recorded earlier that day , going to church and it bein hot out there in the country and she used to pop me with them
with that church fan when i complained , hahaha , or when we used to laugh at her jokes she would pinch our sides and it
used to hurt and she’d be like ” what u gone do ” lol man ima miss you grandma , I took your love for granted …
I should have came and seen you more . I shouldnt have ever been too busy for my grandmother , my second mother .
Me gettin my hair hot combed and going outside and sweatin it out and you’d have that switch ready for me , ion understand
how you just gone … im glad your in a better place because it hurt to hear you over the phone ask who is this cause you
couldnt rememeber things all to well , and I stopped callin you because I didnt wanna hear you like that , it broke my heart .
I just watched my uncle get buried and now im going to have to attend the funeral of a woman i’d never want to lose . all
the little things you did for me growin up …giving me vitamins and makin me eat fruits and us going outside and u walkin
me to the candy lady house and u eatin sunflower seeds all the time , smh i swear ion think i’ve ever been hurt this bad .
Im crying and sick right now cuz you gone … I will see you soon grandma , and i will never forget you . ever . im heart broken
but im glad you no longer have to suffer … no goodbyes just see you laters . love you RIP Bettye Brown ” Grammy / Ma Ma ” .
